My favourite room in The Harris has to be Special Collections.

Whenever I walk into the space, there’s an immediate sense of calm. I notice it more prominently after I’ve been in the Wallace and Gromit exhibition, which is bright and filled with sounds of nostalgia, from the film clips on the tv screens to the visitors discussing their fondest memories of the series. The atmosphere is alive, and you can hear the unbridled joy in every area of the exhibition.

So walking through the doors that lead into Special Collections is like stepping into a vacuum. Noises fade (other than the occasional bird song, and pencils fervently scribbling via overhead projections) and the lights dim into something softer. The temperature also changes, but it isn’t unpleasant; it’s subtly cooler than in the Aardman exhibition, but it’s not quite cold.

On a personal level, it offers me a different kind of nostalgia than I find in the Aardman exhibition; when trying to explain why Special Collections is my favourite room, my mind conjured a memory of lining up outside church when I was still in primary school, and knowing that as soon as we walked through the doors, there would be an air of quiet reverence that we didn’t want to break.

For whatever reason, being in the Special Collection room creates a familiar sensation in me, albeit to a lesser degree. No matter how many times I walk through the space, I feel as though I can slow down, take a breath, and gather myself. Even though I’m unable to touch the books, I find it cathartic to share the space with them.

Reaching the end of the room and stepping into the light of the art gallery is like re-entering the Harris from somewhere else, emerging from a liminal space. There’s still an air of tranquillity that’s inherent in gallery spaces, a natural hush that seems to fall over people when they’re surrounded by art. But I think some of it is carried over from Special Collections; it’s the way our regular volume seems so much louder after whispering, so we keep our voices to a murmur, like a compromise that no one inherently asked us to make.

Since we opened, I’ve heard a few people comment that they wish the room had been used differently, or that they don’t understand the purpose of books which are locked away with their spines partially obscured by metal mesh cages; the most common refrain that I’ve heard with regards to that room is ‘books are intended to be read’.

But when I hear that, I think that toys are supposed to be played with, cups are to be drunk from, hairbrushes are made to be used. But these are items found behind glass in museums across the world because we understand that they need to be preserved and protected, that they’re still important and worth appreciating even if we can’t touch them. I feel the same about the books in the Special Collections room; the fact that I can’t touch them makes me appreciate them all the more.